hiccups

Sometimes, my consciousness has little hiccups where, just for a moment, I realize that this really is my life. The rest of the time, it seems as if my life isn't real and that things are going to go back to the way they used to be. It feels like I'm just hanging out and making the best of it until they do. But really, I guess this is it. I wonder if I'll actually come around to the fact that what's happening now is the real part.