comfort

I've found that the more comfortable I am around people, the more willing I am to voice an opinion about what I want to do. Actually, it's probably that I'm more willing to say things I don't want to do. So with people I know extremely well, of which there are only a handful, I go into things much more close-minded. This silly behavior makes me miss out on things. I'm not so sure how to fix it though because if I end up hanging out with the people that introduced me to these things I would have otherwise dismissed, they eventually become the people that I am closest to. Then I stop being as open-minded. I guess I can just find new people, but its cyclic. There must be some kind of balance. I'm just not sure how to find it.